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I enjoy a greater clarity of perception of inner, unconscious processes . I find myself caught between the desire to express my wealth of feelings and moral conclusions about the actions and attitudes of others, and the awareness of the consequences of unbridled candor.. some may vent the attending emotions in private, to trusted allies but I prefer such confidants must be chosen with care, for I am well aware of the treachery that can reside in the hearts of mortals. After years and years of soul searching , I feel a strong calling towards the religious life and hopefully work my way to be a teacher and a writer . Languages,Philosophy have always amazed me , linguistics too. So I'm into that 'sorta' line if you have yet to gauge me hahaha..
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My name is Afeeqah Alhusayni btw and it's nice to meet you :)!
Sana Helwa Farah. 18 bday.

To: Farah Diana Afandi

From: Guesssss whoooooo? 

Salam ya ukht,

29th May, 2012 @3.29 Am 

Location: Dubai , Al Garhoud. 

Today..

Today marked the very first step for you in becoming a woman. 

Yes. A woman I say! A lady is delicate yet still wander about. A woman however, is delicate too yet she is in search for wisdom, knowledge, self-love and various etiquette that will make her woman-ly.

Why I say so? 

because,

She’s already a woman now and heck, she KNOWS!

she is well-aware, ever-precise with who she is, when she look in the mirror, she’ll recognized her face,her eyes and the tender warmth of her smile. She is neither confuse nor indecisive. She is thorough , strong and confident!

So the journey starts here Farah,

Right now. 

You are a woman now.Women are the only oppressed group in our society that lives in intimate association with their opressors.  Break the norms! Get educated, prosper through, pursue your degrees of degrees , get out of from the comfort zone, see the world, see the various culture, knowledge is so vast, sometimes you need to rely on experiences rather than books, look around , realize, All of these efforts will one day hit you, make you realize the world is just a playground and a good woman knows that without God, without seeking or better yet knowing the knowledge of God, life … is indeed nothing. 

And in years to come,

once you have succeeded , 

and when you want to pursue this long awaited niyah of completing half of your deen,

you will then realized, or maybe feel that immense satisfaction in you by just looking back , the footprints you’ve left in the long , winding track of womanhood,

You will appreciate. 

For this is the time of your life, where you will just grow up and aspire to be the ideal Muslimah you have always dreamt yourself to be :)

Sana Helwa Ya Farah, 18 now, 2 more years later its the twennies!!!!! 

YALLAH LETS DO THIS! 

Ps:

I have said this once, I’ll say it again,

ukhtis for knowldge, Allah and our deen :)

Allah yubareek feek ya galbee<3

Afiqah Alhusayni

Tuesday May 5 @ 03:52am
Nights spent with scented candles
I gotta sleep with candles nowadays partly, I am moving out real soon to my new house, in city of Arabia!! I really can&#8217;t wait:) subahannallah! But&#8230; I gotta say, I&#8217;m quite a little defeated , oh dear, God only knows how agitated I am. Al Garhoud is a place where I grew up! Precisely a decade ago, the alhusaynis settled down in the emirates for a new beginning. Al Garhoud was the very first place we resided in, so many memories here, both, wholesome and bitter. I guess I am harked back to those times when I tasted my very first experience of the middle east and such is fate , you know? My father&#8217;s origin was from 7adramwt, so we took our turns, lived our lives away from mid-east because our fathers made their hijrah to the south-east of Asia , no matter what we do, we will be reminded where our fathers came from, where were supposed to be. Hahah this blog entry is wayyy off-topic hee hee. Alright.. And partly, one of my all time biggest fear is the dark, so I really need some light in my room. Oh yeah, saba7 el 5ayr. Time to hit the books!:)
Salam,Fifi.
ooooo yeahhh btw! I posted this via blackberry! hahaha :)

Nights spent with scented candles


I gotta sleep with candles nowadays partly, I am moving out real soon to my new house, in city of Arabia!! I really can’t wait:) subahannallah! But… I gotta say, I’m quite a little defeated , oh dear, God only knows how agitated I am. Al Garhoud is a place where I grew up! Precisely a decade ago, the alhusaynis settled down in the emirates for a new beginning. Al Garhoud was the very first place we resided in, so many memories here, both, wholesome and bitter. I guess I am harked back to those times when I tasted my very first experience of the middle east and such is fate , you know? My father’s origin was from 7adramwt, so we took our turns, lived our lives away from mid-east because our fathers made their hijrah to the south-east of Asia , no matter what we do, we will be reminded where our fathers came from, where were supposed to be. Hahah this blog entry is wayyy off-topic hee hee. Alright.. And partly, one of my all time biggest fear is the dark, so I really need some light in my room. Oh yeah, saba7 el 5ayr. Time to hit the books!:)

Salam,Fifi.

ooooo yeahhh btw! I posted this via blackberry! hahaha :)

Tuesday May 5 @ 03:13am
And maybe if you would just stop. Listen. And then maybe you’ll feel the satisfaction,the happiness that lies within you:).

I believe God wants you to know … that you are beautiful.
Even when you feel ugly or depressed or guilty or ashamed,
Do you know… that there is an inner spark in you which is : light ?
This light is your beauty.
This light is your reflection of God.
You are a creation of God,
thus you are beautiful. 
Your flaws are anything but
Extraordinary , please do not worry no more,
Ps: Look around you, there are many who are willing to take you as you are.
Please, you need to realize dear that to instill such knowledge of God, it takes time to comprehend. Please, give yourself some credit.
Salam,
Fifi


Tuesday May 5 @ 02:53am
Today God wants me to know…

On this day of my life, I believe God wants me to know … that contentment comes from unconditional love.
When you love conditionally, you have to keep deciding if the other is worthy of your love. You can never let go of your guard enough to be content.
Why not decide once and for all, and love once and for all.
And be content?
Contentment in Islam, is ’ Ridha’. Contentment is one of the highest pillar of deen. :)
Salam,
Fifix
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Saturday May 5 @ 03:30am

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Friday May 5 @ 11:17pm

marrdiana:

ALWAYS <3

HAHHAHAHAHA

Wednesday May 5 @ 07:50pm
Beautiful Beautiful Flaws :)

I need to address this issue.This is solely my perspective to why we shouldn’t be prejudice against all Muslims when they are in search of their aqeedah.Yes, please do feel free to disagree:).For instance, a Muslimah complained about her fellow sister who isn’t obligatory towards covering her aurah yet her entries are filled with various islamic info.I see no wrong in that?Maybe all she need is to veil her heart first and then in the latter,she might comprehend the love of a headscarf.Look through the heart not the outer form thereupon in the heart.. in comes infinite sincerity. 

We could learn something from this,In spite of her appearance she is ever willing to seek&refine her knowledge of Allah. Then again,why shouldn’t she try?- Frankly,there is no reason NOT to. The dunya is temporary, we are constantly sinning,we are sinners.:) So give it a break guys, some of us have so many to gained :) 

If you wholeheartedly agree with me, come, join me,lets stand side by side together, help the lost souls to be guided, we could learn from each other :) and when you see a Muslim/mah trying to find his/er way back home to God, You don’t close your salam on them,invite them in regardless of any circumstances.Just how are we supposed to reunite as one ummah when we are discriminating one another,when Rasullulah advises us all to make haste and peace? 

A soul should never be ashamed to own s/he has been in the wrong, which is but saying… that s/he is wiser today than s/he was yesterday. My father have always instilled this within myself and my siblings that life making mistakes is virtuous,valuable and tremendously worthy to experienced than life making nothing.If you are victimized,let me tell you honestly,I was victimized too and if many souls out there have shunned you away, be easy on yourself my friends, your flaws are beautiful,look at your scars and how amazing it has been healed? and that thankfully it has been healed! The world may look at your scars in shades of grey, I prefer to look at in plentiful colours - I cherished them,truly,wholeheartedly,believe me,I really do.I see YOU.I SEE YOUR EFFORT. DON’T STOP. You, have come so far.♥ wasalam.

Afiqah Farhana Z.Alhusayni.

Wednesday May 5 @ 06:03pm

imafiqaah asked: salam sis ! masya allah, we share the same name ! :)) syukran for the follow sis ♡

waalaykummusalammmm subahannallah yesss!!! hee he you may call me fifi so  to clear confusions hee hee or farhana ? whichever :) seee ya around, don’t be shy to drop by some love <3

Monday May 5 @ 02:15am
To the one. - You know why :)

Love has nothing to do with the five senses and the six

directions: its goal is only to experience the attraction

exerted by the Beloved. Afterwards, perhaps,

permission will come from God: the secrets that ought to

be told will be told with an eloquence nearer to the

understanding of these subtle confusing allusions. The

secret is partner with none but the knower of the secret:

in the sceptic’s ear the secret is no secret at all.

— Rumi.

I am reminded by this striking saying from Rumi. It is just something that I often wonder when I have nothing do or right after every salah. I know my Imam is out there … somewhere till then my love is filled with God, I think it will forever be God above all because the day when I surrendered myself to Him, I’ve seen how He promised that my soul, my inner peace will shine throughout. Boundless and beautiful, within it, it will sustained, within it, comes joy a long with the simplest things in life, that I felt, that I loved , that i will feel, that i will love… 

subahannallah. 

subahannallah… 

The barakah of being a Muslimah, the warmth and tender feeling. God only knows how secure, happy I am :) . For I have remarkably created my inner haven. 

salam,

Fifi

Sunday May 5 @ 04:34pm
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Saturday May 5 @ 05:00pm
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